The first few weeks of my experience in Alexandra's rooms were all about getting my bearings and seeing what I wanted to see. I had no real expectations at first...
To be honest, I was in no way surprised at what the practitioners were capable of, I found it rather natural.
Over time, things developed in a certain direction and a specific theme emerged. And so I was finally able to ask the question that moves me the most: "Why can't I cry?" I addressed this in an intuitive session at the IntuYOU event. There it became clear that my inner child is in panic mode...and this must have been the case for over 20 years. He was always on the run from emotions.
Emotions that I had locked away behind a reinforced concrete wall for over 20 years. In this intuitive session, my inner child (and therefore also me) was shown that when it immerses itself in the emotions, it can still breathe.
That was the first step.
In the next session, this reinforced concrete wall only showed itself as a wall of smoke, so that I now have access to the emotions if I want to.
So I take things slowly, but get more and more into feeling. Step by step.
It takes time and, above all, patience.
This has been demonstrated by the last two events, where there were interruptions in the flow.
Everything takes time and everything comes at the right time.
So much for my experiences and a big thank you for making it possible for me to have an intuitive reading/healing as a guest. Even though they are basically just practice situations under supervision, they have helped me a lot to recognize and address my issues and to find my way.
